July 18, 2006 I hate being bombarded by questions.
I'm going out tomorrow. Where? With who? When? Blablablabla. How am I to answer questions I don't know. I say don't know also I get commented on. How come you don't know? So if you ask stupid questions, expect stupid answers/remarks/to get ignored/or special treatment from me. I'm not very nice nowadays.
I've been critisizing everything around me real badly these days. I'm not perfect and neither am I Queen that I know. I make mistakes too so do tell me if you're concerned enough and I won't bite you for being truthful. Just don't be as nasty as what I do and don't go rattling to the whole world about it, tell me directly.
Jy bought me my skirt and I bought her bubble tea today. I just wanted to clear my coins. And I owe her $20 for the skirt. <3
Looking forward to tomorrow because it's abased abased teacher. I don't quite get the meaning of it but he loves saying abased. Seems to me like it's my version of Halleluya or Happy New Year or Merry Christmas or just good luck to you man. He gives examples of lots of weird laws in here and other countries and such.
But after his class that's where the thoughts come back again. Boo.
I think I shall give ironing my clothes a skip today.
Although today I still feel a little sad and lost, many thanks to shadow for talking to me for so long.
`mycircleoftrust. If you put your trust in me, I'll put my trust in you too. If you break it, I'll just get hurt and cry. Then I'd give you another chance if you'd be willing to change. But if I break it, please do give me a chance for I never meant to.
It's now 2hours and 15minutes since I opened this page alongside with random chatting. I think I should stop typing.
Happysad, bittersweet. Yes, plenty of mixed emotions right now. Not too bad at least it's not all emo.